Adult Blogs: ROUND AND BROWN should I start? If I start in the beginning¡K Well, in the beginning there was this kid, selling and hustling to just enough people to pay his rent and put food in his mouth. And in the beginning there was Lara. Even now, when I close my eyes and lose myself in fantasy, she is there: every vision of her is a wondrous fantasy and a hellish nightmare. I'm telling you, man¡K I can't get that bitch out of my mind.